| Do I care? ( @ 2006-06-11 21:54:00 |
| Current location: | Livingroom |
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| Current music: | When I see an Elephant Fly |
Growing up
I was told that many a different time, in the past, and still to come in the future. Will I ever? Probably not, I feel like an 18 year old trapped in a 26 year old's body and life.
My oldest child starts Fisrt grade in fall, my middle child starts Pre-School, and my baby, she hasn't yet learned to crawl. Life is funny. I never saw myself like this when I was 18. I imagined myself having a 6 figure job, living in a condo with a couple cats, and some fish to keep me company.
Although, I don't think I'd change it for anything. My girls are the most precious things to me in the whole universe, and beyond. They make me smile when I am sad, crack a joke at just the right time. And help to calm the vicious temper I have gotten over the years.
I have very few friends, and lost a lot more along the way, but everytime they look at me I feel so much love, my heart just burst with pride and joy. "Look at what my baby did!"